So Much to Think but not so Much to Do!
31 May 2006 @ 03:35 PM CST

I really want to write here everyday since I always thinking what I should write.But at the end of the day even when I've 24hrs connection, Shera, there always something else I prefer to do.
Such as watching
1) Gilmore Girls season 6 ( finished)
2) Desperate Housewives season 2 ( finished)
3) Grey Anatomy first season ( also finished)
4) One Tree Hill Season 3 ( also finished with very bad ending!damn)
Haha..see.Now, I'm waiting for Alias. Luckyly my appetite for LOST still low. I also have Smallville and The O.C which can wait later.

For now,I'm writing this, I also sending msgs through friendster to all the SSP9600 out there about the Sirih Pulang ke Gagang programme. Need some of them to cooperate to come and incharge the Explorace.Even I already texted them. Well, not so much response! RM70 is a lot. People might thinking it twice. But, i'll try to gather as many as i can. For now, my list is short
1. me
2.shera
3.ctrahmah
4.yuyu
5.mizah
6.nadia ain
7.baiti
8.aliza

I'm calling the top three girls!!Where are they?Aiyaaa..nanti antar msg byk2 kata pushing pulaks..hehe..it's okay I dun mind actually. As long as they have good reason for that. I'm available because I'm having the semester break for three months..

Well, besides I'm working on something for a friend.But, it's lagging behind. I've to speed up 3 time more than before since the due date is closer.Ish.

But what I'm really wanna ask is what would you think when you cannot asleep at night? and what you do if cannot sleep? For me, I think of
1) My Boyfriend ( you can guess huh?)
2) My future.Like my bussiness future! (do you know I want to be bussines woman instead of idiot mech.eng?) And bussiness in mind such as Spa, Cake Cafe, or Fitness Club! Nice huh?

And what would I do if can't sleep
1) I'll read. Anything. My bookshelve full with books. All the books I've already read more than twice. Unfortunately, I also memorized all the content. So it's really hard when come to pampered myself to sleep by reading books I'll end up staring at the books and thinking which book should I read again?Need more money to buy more books.
2)Thinking what should I dream about that night.It works. All I do was close my eyes and think what should I dream. Magically I'll dream what I thought I would dream. But slowly the dream turn into the dream which is suppose to be the real dream and I can't remember them when I woke up the next day!

So, gimme 2 answers to both questions people.

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What would you do?
24 May 2006 @ 10:20 PM CST

My mom went to Cape Town last week. She's been there 6 days already. Only coming back this Saturday.Poor me. I'm so desperate to go. But..argh, my dad just dun wanna pay for the fare. Nice.
Well, i've to save my own money to travel then.

My point is, when you go for travelling. Food is the matter. It's easy when you go with travel agencies, they provide all itinerary and the restaurant we should dine in. Of course it should be okay to eat and no worries. How about when you travel free and easy. No friends are actually staying there somewhere like Argentina, Spain or Brazil? All you could find is McKeyD ( McDonalds pronouce in Eternal Sunshine Of The Lost Mind). But unfortunately there's no Fillet of Fish? Of coures you actually have much more choice than McD. But McD seems simpler and easy to eat. Just order and eat. So , What would you order? You'll order the chicken burger and just eat? or just eat the french fries?

When we travel, in contact of desperation.. we know nobody, and the people don't speak the world's languange which is English,what we should do? I heard story from a friend, he of course in the zone of desperation told me, he ate a pau ( i dun know pau in English..) somewhere in China. He thought it's chicken pau, and taste good like a real chicken pau. But, later came a person ( i dunno where he came from, but suddenly already inside his story) told him that the pau was actually not a chicken at all but it's tikus! Yucks..And now how we could deal with that?

I love Fillet of Fish. The best Fillet of Fish I ate was when I went to Perth. The fish was really tasty and fresh. And same with their Fish and Chips. The best in town. Not McD but Perth's I'm talking about.
And now I'm asking people who are travelling, or someone out there what would you do, when you come to eat at McD somewhere in small town in Argentina, there's no Fillet Of Fish?

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You can call me Vie
17 May 2006 @ 06:47 PM CST

" And I simply add, it's very good honour to meet you,and you can call me V"

I just watched V for Vendetta. My bf called me Vie. That is why i'm a lil bit mellow and at last I came up with this skin.Yerp, my face up there not closest to mine. But that's all I can afford to do after a few hours working on it. Well, you all have to deal with it till my feelings of loneliness and craving for my boyfriend are gone. But I warn you, it's for quiet sometimes.

So, I also came up with the poll. So girls from Sohabat 9600 feel free to vote ye?. You can vote only once. Pls made up your mind and a wise decision..haha macam ape jer..And you also can leave your comment and any suggestion. I love comments. And I love feedback. And I love you..

Okay ppl, till my mind and body can fall apart from the anniversary-but-my-bf-is-not-here thingy, you can call me Vie. No actually, i'll call myself Vie. Pls, allow yourself to get used to it.

Vote for Futsal! or of course Bowling!

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Bertahan Di Sana
15 May 2006 @ 07:25 PM CST

dinda, apa kabar kau di sana
lelahkah menungguku berkelana
lelahkah menungguku kau di sana
sayang, aku kan segera pulang
tunggu aku dengan senyuman itu
tunggu aku dengan senyummu itu

bila, waktu itu telah tiba
coba kenakanlah mahkota itu
coba kenakanlah mahkota itu
masih banyak yang harus kucari
tuk bahagiakan hidupmu nanti

bisa bertahankah kau di sana?
bisa bertahankah sayang?
coba bertahanlah kau di sana
coba bertahanlah sayang

I miss him...so much

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4 and 23 years old.that's wonderful!
12 May 2006 @ 03:26 PM CST

Considering the break up, make up, break up and make up again, it is really a long duration for any relationship to survive. Maybe it is our destiny. That's why even when everything comes around and goes around, it always came back to the root.

I'm intend to write a very long entry. But still haven't figure it out how long it is until it's done. if you want to read go on or if I already bored you by all means stop right now.It's a crap anyway.



Love is like Eiffel! Yeww..
When I met him I never knew that we could be like now. We starting as friends and took more than one year to realize that we are more than that and belong to each other. Huh? That's a lil big! I mean, we are not going to married..yet, but I already stated that we are belong to each other. Freak. Well, that's what couple always assume right? Aren't they? The truth, I dunno.

After a few incidents, I could never imagine that our relationship will go as smooth as we thought. But, all I know I really love him more than what I tought. The difficulties only because to hurt each other now rather than in the future. So that in the future we not going to have one. Maybe. I really would like to think that way.

We realized after all had happened, we never gave up. He never gave up and me neither. Never thought of gave up the 4 years relationship. Maybe there's one time, that we thought we'll never make up.I was mad, and full of shame. He was furious and obviously hate me. We were yelling, shouting and pointing each other mistakes and digging the past. And when he almost lost his patience and about to slap me right on my face I shouted 'Pukul, pukullah, it make me easier to leave you then!'. He stopped.And I sat down thinking what was just happened there and he went out for the fresh air to calm himself. When he came back to me 10 minutes later he said ' Vie, I love you for everything you are, you must know that'.I throw myelf to him and cried.He was there, supporting and consoling me that he promised everything will work out just like before.

The truth, when we had big roar, which only twice during our relationship, i mean really big roar, he was the one saying everything going to be okay and we'll going to face everything together no matter what and make it right again. Unlike me, I always found all the difficulties were the end of the relationship and always mad, never thought everything going to be fine when it was not fine. And because of him we were still have today's relationship. I guess he loves me more than I do. Or he's really have faith on me. That is why, when I think back again and again, I rather have someone to argue with rather than stay alone by myself. That's part of communication anyway. Right now, when i'm writing this I realized, he is just not only my boyfriend but he is really meant everything to me.No matter how jerk he is. Love is love.

It's so dramatic, but it's really happened in my life.For right now I'm fully regret that his last year birthday we were having crisis and I dun even bother to celebrate it. We were only went for strolling at Pyramids and I never care to buy any gift for him.And today he's not here and I can't reach him. But I already left thousand of voice msgs wishing him the very happy birthday and happy anniversary in hoping he'll hear them when he receive them.Ok not thousand, maybe 5! Okaay actually only TWO.

To Ayang, happy birthday! Oh cut the crap, I dun wanna wish him here. He won't read anyway.But for anyone out there to know, I love him for whatever his done. Because people always deserve second chance and beside he does love me.



The lastest picture taken together
After all it's not going to be a very long entry. My sis is yelling at me right now because she's waiting for me like erm..30 seconds! Nyeh nyeh..We are going to shop birthday presents. With a s there.

Oh I know, it's really crap

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Makanan ruji ku..
10 May 2006 @ 06:59 PM CST

I already reduced the quantity of rice in my daily meals..and I already lost 2kg for that.
But somehow, it stopped. And my weight is now become more consistent than ever.
Oh, I really can rely on that because i need to lose another 2kg.So i decided from now on i changed my daily meals.
But today it's not working, since my mom draged to the KFC and forced me to eat the O.R Chicken Chop.Damn KFC! There a few calories..huarghh..
But, i'll never give up! Never give up and never surrender babey..



I gave up my rice! yes..it's true.I've eaten them for the whole 22 years now. So, it's really ok to put them aside for a moment. Nyeh nyeh..
Whoaaa. I really envy those people who can eat them without hesitation. Along with those good foods like sambal sotong and sambal terung.
My my..hopefully i really could fight my lust for craving for nice food that Mamah ( the maid) cooks.

And for the very first day and very first time of eating this meal, it's really worked. Not the lost 2kg work. But, believe it or not my stomach was fulled with them. Means it really worked to prevent me of eating rice.
And this meal already flowed from my stomach to the uterus and right to the bottom..haha..
FYI, I just ate them like 30 mins ago.

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Orang Tua Sambut Bday!
08 May 2006 @ 01:15 PM CST

Her birthday was on 6 Mei.
But because my parents went to Medan and only came back at 6 Mei's night, we celebrated her birthday last night!
Went for great foods at Cozy Corner Alamanda.
All of us was there except the babies and my bro Ayin.
My bro Ayin tuh kire baby gaklah
As usal my anak2 buah always making havoc like it's their own place.
Thank God the other customers could relate with the kids.Well, They are not so many though.
A lil family there, there and there and a group of friends there.

But the day before we (the girls :wani,izan, and me)went for strolling at Mines and wani and I spend all day for her. Like a birtday treat lah jugaks.
Macam kesian sbb no one celebrate her birthday kan.
So, I bought her Dayang's CD! i'm broke ok?
and wani gave her body shop thingy!
Well, I also paid for meals at Dave's deli loh..Enough lah tuh!

And I bumped into Sabrina and her beau Syed!
Loh! jauh dari Taman Tun jumpe kat Mines lah?
Like we all knew, she's always wear black.When I met her, she wore black again!
apelah budak nih..
dia cakap dia datang nak dating!
Cute jer.. Chat only a moment then we have to go back.

So last night, bought her Americano Cheese Cake from Secret Recipe.
Since the cake was out straight from the frozen.
It took my sister hard time to cut the cake.
All of my family simply shouted at me " cake ape ko beli nih?"
It's not my fault okay?
anyway here some pictures.
Click them for a better view..



And, wish very happy birthday to my great friend Nisa.
and wish you to be mature to get married asap! hehe..

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The Twins' Cukur Jambul
03 May 2006 @ 03:20 PM CST

It was on Monday. The Ceremony begin at 10am and finish at 3pm.
The twins were so gorgeous.
Even when the elder, Nurul Hamiza Shazana were crying all the way.
Different from her sister, Nurul Hanisa Shazana didn't bother with all the many peoples.
She kept smiling. Cute giller.
Well below are some pictures.
Pictures speak for the day..


Miza and Nisa




Pengantin




Miza with the Mummy




Awoy carrying Nisa, Along carrying Miza



Jom jalan-jalan



Dodoi lah dodoi



Kakak




Adik




Anak Dara Pingitan




Kenang-kenangan



P/s: i'm working on Mizah's template pecah kepala jap

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