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Things made my day..
31 July 2006 @ 08:49 PM CST


I was early for my 4pm class. After putting my bag at the desk I went to ladies.Erm, usually I prefer to coming in late. Because I dun feel like sitting alone waiting for the lecturer to come.
So, when I was early I went to the ladies. wink

But today, when I went out from the ladies, I smiled. There he was. My coursemate who already graduated. Alarr..Miss all of them (my coursemates), even I was not very close with them, but when I see him, I knew I miss them a lot. And I miss him. He was talking to 2 other guys, and when he saw me, he excused himself. At last, I experienced a real conversation with an aquaintace since I start my new sem. We talked. He asked about her. And I asked bout him,and what bring him to Uniten. And a lil bit personal issues. Johor cuti hari ni. So, that's why he was here. He came to pay for the Convo. Erm, jealous pulaks. Everyone nak convo this Sept 3rd. A lil bit down because I wont be there to be one of them.. plain He joked " Mak aku suh datang siyap2 suruh carik calon menantu dia. Ini yang aku datang nak mencarik nih. Kau nanti jadi date aku lah mase convo. Pakai baju purple tau?" Haha. Funny. But we talked only a moment. I have to get back to the class. Erm, bila lah lagi nak jumpa agaknya. Huargh..miss them..Sob sob sob..

Another things that made my day. No I think ruin is the perfect word. My dad asked me to remove my car that blocking that Unser. And then, when I ready to get in the car, there was this stupid-asshlole-bongok-bangang-bird who happily shit on me! DAMN!!!!!!bodoh lah burung tuh!! eeeeeiiii..geram sangat.
Tak cukup2 ke nak KAREB (reverse word) kat bumbung kete aku, tingkap kete aku, cermin kete aku, sampai ko KAREB kat rambut aku? EEEEEEiiiii..marah nyer..dah tuh kalau wangi tak per gak.. Nih tak, busuk die mengalah memerang. Aku dah shampoo 3 kali pon rase cam bau lagik! Aiyaaaaakkk..Babi nyer burung!!--->mesti burung tuh konfius biler aku mencarut kat die camnih. Die mesti tgh pk die tuh babi ke burung? LOL Apepon ko pk,jage ko burung! Esok aku tembak ko!! Geram!! crazy

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Megasale is so over..
30 July 2006 @ 07:45 PM CST


This weekend was tiring. Yesterday went to KLCC and Times Square and Jusco Taman Equine.
Even my dad gave us money to shop, somehow there's nothing I could buy at KLCC. Things I like was so expensive.But KLCC is not the best SC to waste your money anyway. K.Ijan bought pair of pants there.
But Wani and I bought nothing. Thinking that it was a waste to go all the way to KLCC and went home with empty handed, I stopped by at Times Square to change the DVD I bought last Saturday during my date with the girls..And end up bought 6 more! smile

Later that, we went to Jusco Taman Equine. My mission for this Megasale was to buy this things..
1. A few new clothes
2. New pair of pants
3. A pair of Earth color sandals
4. Cream-beigy handbag.

And yesterday I bought that very greeny top. I like it. I alraedy bought a pair of pants and a purple top on Monday. So, my no 1 and 2 mission accomplished! I was about to buy a new sandals and a handbag. But then, couldn't find the bag I want. And the sandals I like tak discount pon. At the end, That's the only I bought. A green top with a lace camisole.

But today. I was awaked by K.Ijan saying "Anem bangun! Bapak nak ajak gi Jusco!". Yeehaaa..another round of shopping razz. And Terus bangun and ready for the new day!
And then in the car my dad said " Wah, Kalau ajak shopping pukul 10 pagi pon bangun yer?" Padahal dah muak tgk Jusco Taman Equine tuh. Seminggu tiga kali pegi saner. Macam muka tak de rumah jer!
And sampai jerh my dad nampak kedai Jam. You know my dad? He is Mr. Green. Or we could say he is green freak. And he end up bought 3 new watches that all in different shade of green! Pergh.. See, now you know where the shopaholics attitude within me came from. hehe

And then, we went to Jusco and I said to my mom " Mak nak bayar kang, bayar sekali eh?" hehe..mengelat. Padahal duit semalam tak pakai lagi. At last, K. Ijan yang suke membebel kat kitorang 2 orang sbb sket2 nak beli kasut and bags pon beli kasut jugak!! And I bought a pair of jalan2 sandal and another pair for gi class nyer sandal! And both of my sisters cakap " Baik lah ko beli rak kasut sindiri!" rolls eyes

And I said " Erm, ade lagi satu..bag tak dapat lagih!" Mission shopping lom tamat. Later jalan2 masuk semua kedai, masuk kedai MX. Bags sangat cantik kayh. Tapi takde sale. My dad siap offer nak beli satu bag kaler hijau itu. Tapi, takper lah takde sale. Tunggu lah sale baru beli. Harga die pon hundred plus. Macam membazir jerh. But, at last I found the bag I looking for. I kenen mak another RM50 and I added another RM40! Hehe. Tak de sale jugaks. But I know I wont regret. When I set my eyes on it, I knew I got to have it! wink

So that's it..
Let me check my list again..

1. One green and one purple tops
2. Grey-with-embroided-pattern pants.
3. A pair of Earth-color sandals and Blue-thong
4. White-Cream-beigy handbag.

Dear girls. My shopping moment for this TIME megasale was just over. If you realize TIME tuh semer upercase. So that's mean I have to wait another time for another shopping.But sesaper yang nak ajak gi shopping tuh dipersilakan.But I teman kan je lah eh? I love megasales. My mom pon cakap "dah beli kasut tuh untuk raya sekali yer?" Alarrrrr... confused

Naimz, yes.. binatang kat comment box tuh mmg mcm eye test and menyakit kan hati..aku kekadang pon tersalah nampak..

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Pegilah Rase Cheesy BBQ Meltz. Sedap!
28 July 2006 @ 06:38 PM CST


At last all works due this week dah habis. Yay. Seronot. Semalam tido at 2 sbb siyap kan proposal.
Sorry to Nisa I tak layan YM. Bz seh. Nanti Biler I dah tak bz I layan kayh..

Picked up my sister in the afternoon today. Then went straight to Kajang to pay top up debt kat kedai Cina masuk Islam Low tuh. Biaselah, my family kalau tak mau kuar beli top up mmg call jer, later baru bayar..razz.. So tadi I bayar RM280 for the whole family nyer debt. ooops..

And sekali tuh mmg nak pegi rase Cheezy BBQ Meltz kat KFC. Yang Mell idam tuh. So pegi lah KFC terus.
sampai sane I remember one joke I read about how to release tension kat fastfood. It is something like this..

Satu kejadian di McDonalds..
You: Erm, akak saya nak Whopper Jr. Burger 2 yer..
Akaktuh: Whopper Jr. tak der kat sini dik
You: biar betul tak der, Saye tak kire saya nak Whopper Jr. jugaks
Akaktuh: Betul, Whopper Jr kat fastfood lain..
You: Saya tgk iklan kat Tv tunjuk ade kat sini..
Akaktuh: Adik konpius kutsss..
You: Nih tak boleh jadi nih..Pangil manager saya nak cakap dengan manager..
( then Manager tuh datang lah..)
Manager: yer, ade aper2 masalah yang boleh saya tolong??
You: Ntah ape masalah kakak tuh, sampai panggil abang. Saya cuma nak mintak Fillet-O-Fish 2!!!
LOL

When I read that joke a few days ago, I teringat kat my friend pulak mase kat SSP duluh..Dulu ade satu ketika mase form 4 glamer Colonel burger yang harga 2 ringgit kat KFC. ( ye ker Colonel? tak ingat lah ape name dier..tapi die nyer daging ayam macam rubber gtuh, isi die salad and mayonis jer..and kecik jerh..)
And then ramai lah my friends from SSP order burger tuh kat my friend Zuriani or aka Zuray yang gi shopping kat The mall. Then she went to Mcd dengan tak sengaje yer, and asked for 20 Colonel burgers! rolls eyes Terus kakak counter tuh jerit " Colonel burger tak de sinih. next!!" big grin

P/s: Kenal tak Diana Naim ex tunang artis femes Mawi? erm..dia juga sudah maju setapak..klik here.. Pergh!!!

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bila mereka bergossip..
26 July 2006 @ 07:06 PM CST


I was intently listening to my lecturer in the HT class when 3 guys at my back weren't stop talking..Buek buek..Sangat bising kayh.At first I heard one of them said he wanted to sit at the back because he had something to do or I think he said he wanted to study for EMD quiz, which I dun think so. Pok poek macam perempuan. Obviously interupt my concentration.

And my concentration definitely lost when they start talking bout Hani Mohsin's death.

Guy1: Ey, Hani Mohsin meninggal ek?
Guy2: Hani Mohsin meninggal?
Guy3: A ah, heart attack. Kat LCCT.
Guy1: Sian ek,dah lah muda lagi 41 tahun..
Guy3: Anak dialah yang trauma..
Guy2: Dia ade anak eh?
Guy1: Aah anak dia hasil...(dia mmg ckp tak habis)
Guy3: Anak dia ngan Tiara Jaquelina tuh.
Guy1: A ah anak dia hasil.....( dia ulang lagi ayat tak habis)Dia ngan Tiara dulu kan kena tangkap b----..
Guy2: Eh ye ker??
(*sukahati jer deyrang dah mengumpat orang yang dah tak ader)..I was tak sengaje kayh dengar..
Guy3: Ko kalau nak kawin free, pegi lah buat-buat kena tangkap b----
Guy2: A ah ko tuh kan memilih, belasah je mane2 awek..dah tuh terus kawin.
Guy1: Ish tak nak aku..buat ape. Buat malu mak bapak jer.
Guy2: Alar ko bukannya glamer orang nak huhar kan citer ko.
Guy1: Dari tak glamer terus jadi glamer kalau kene tangkap b----. Ish, Tak nak lah..
Guy3: Yelah dah memilih sangat. perempuan itu taknak ini tak nak.
Guy1: Tapi kan..kalau aku nak kene tangkap b---- aku nak kene dengan Lindsay Lohan boleh tak? ( I dah tersenyum mase ni rolls eyes )
Guy2: Lindsay Lohan tak dapek lah...
* then all of them were laughing...

Later that I dunno what were they talking bout. Because I force myself to listen to the lecturer and keep my ear away from their stupid conversation..

Warghh..Guys nih, kalau nak bergossip tak cukup kat luar, dalam kelas pon pok pek macam perempuan okayh. Dah tuh gossip benda mengarut2 lah..and mengacau I nak belajar.. Ecewah!

Eh, today I went to Mines. Teman Liz carik kasut. And I end up masuk Sasa and was persuaded by the salesgirl to buy that Double Lashes Mascara! Obvious eh, my lashes pendek jerh? Erm..dia cakap mmg betul boleh panjang. So I bought it! Within 3 - 4 weeks you can see the different! Tgk lah kalau betul boleh panjang I nak jeles kan my bf. Because die ejek my lashes macam awning.. blush

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Cara menghilang tension! Recall conversation bodoh..
25 July 2006 @ 02:46 PM CST


I'm trying to finish my lab report here. But then, kuasa magic internet nih sungguh kuat sehingga terstop kejap.Talking about the lab report I remember my last week conversation with a guy( my labmate but not my groupmate). And I dunno him at all. Ape ntah name nyer..budak2 sekarang memang peramah yer.I was sitting behind the table waiting for other students to come. It's already 8.15 a.m.. But then my groupmate ader 3 orang jerh including me. 2 lagi dah ponteng gi maner..So, when i was waiting, came this guy sitting beside me.

TheGuy: Dah siap lab report dah?(mamat nih ingat aku groupmate die ker? apesal tanye aku pulaks..tanye lah groupmate dier..)
Me: Report ape?
TheGuy:Report ape??( Nada tinggi! macam nak marah aku!)
Me:Bukan, Saya tak buat lab last week..
TheGuy:Baru add ke lab nih?
Me: Tak delah..
TheGuy:Boleh buat replacement lab ke? ( die ingat aku ponteng lab last week)
Me: Rasenyer boleh, tanyelah lecturer tuh ( aku ingat mamat nih yang tak dtg lab last week)
TheGuy:Bukan..awak tuh yang tak buat lab last week..( Tambah kan kebongokan die..)
Me: Oh, bukanlah..saya group E, last week saya tak de lab! ( siyap tunjuk jadual! tujah2 group E Kat die. LOL )
TheGuy: Oh..Saye buat experiment tuh last week (sambil tunjuk device 6). Susah lah kira2 dia..(cover malu dah..)
Me: Oh Okay..

Then mamat tuh terus blah pegi meja depan tgk lab report orang lain..Kesimpulannya, jgn main aci redah jer tegur org melulu. Memula patutnye die tanye lah aku ade lab tak last week.. Takper, naseb mamat tuh cute. Lepas tegur aku arituh baru perasan die ade dalam kelas heat Transfer aku gaks..Mmmhhh..wink

And semalam YM dgn Pzah, hilang stress sket. Ade unsur lawak yang boleh tergolek3 gelaks.Then,I read Iza's blog. I gelak sorang2 depan komputer..Tak payah buat ape die tulis pon dah release my stress..Go read! tak payah buat pon takper..

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Behind the outing with highschool friends..
24 July 2006 @ 12:02 AM CST


Oh, everyone dah update their blog. Left me who a lil bit lazy yesterday.
Aku singgah Billion semalam sebelum balik rumah. So, sampai rumah around 8.00 pm..
Then took shower and ready for AF. Answered my late update for the outing with the girls..
Well, Mizah and Shera already update their blogs. I guess it's going to be same content if I wanna write about it.. Well,let see what i have in mind right now..

Even if I've been there for every gatherings or maybe small gatherings, I always had this awkard feeling being with them. Even when I actually love hang out with them more then anyone else..I dunno why, I guess every one of us feel the same way. Maybe we had a feeling of underestimate or overestimate to each other.. I dunno.. Maybe. After long time not seeing each other, there's always this kind of feeling. feeling like "Oh My God, why she'll think about me? or What I should think about her or Do we still can pick up what we left out during the high school?".. Like that kind of feeling..

I guess, that is why many of us refuse to attend this kind of event or our gatherings.I always heard lame and very common excuses such as " aku segan lah, and alar..aku mcm ketinggalan je hal2 korang semua, jadi tak boleh nak catch up larr.." I actually also feel the same way toward every single of them. But what ever it is, you have to face it and overcome your fear. Dun let this kind of feeling over your confidence kan?

Being with them in high school was the greatest moment ever. I mean, even how bad we became, how angelic we turned out to be, friends are always be friends. Even, we dun talk to each other like a sisters but when come to good friends they are always the best.. I dunno how to describe highschool friends..But I'm gratefull for the opportunity He gave for being one of them.


Oh, teringat pasal, highschool life. Kat SSP I think ade jugak groups between us. Hehe. Macam cerite omputih like Never Been Kiss or Mean Girls. But tak lah seteruk macam tuh. It wasn't so obvious. But we also have the nerd grooup or jenis yang tak byk cakap. Or this rebellious girls yang terlebih ajar.. And ade jugak yang kurang disenangi..Opppsss..Yesterday teringat biler someone asked about s-----a. And suddenly semer orang gelak.. Just cannot help it. And bout ----a. Keluar pulaks dari mulut Mell "aku teringat die berlagak sebab die dapat maths 99%". blush Oh dear..where are you now? dah lamer tak dengar cerita dia. And I also have this toot feeling kat sorang nih. So, spontaneously I said, "Naseb die tak datang gathering tahun nih." Oppps soryyy..my bad my bad..

And now, I dun care lah, whatever they have done, or what I have done to them when I was in school. It's time to thinking about the future kan? Semua orang pon dah makin matured. Buat gelak bila pikir how stupid I was and how stupid we were back then. Oh, I'm thinking to delete what I wrote. But I dunno, emosi..so let it be.

Well, after dah lame tak jumpe...takkan nak spill out problems kan? So mostly, semernyer cerita kelakar and buat kiter tersenyum. And that is why at the end of the day, we smile like we never smile.. and had wish that the day would start again from the beginning..


all of us


The great outing with great people..Mizah,Mell, Nadia Ain, Salha, Ct Rahmah, Shera and Naim! Pirate tetap best! yeah!!.. Erm, macam kelam kabut je semalam sket.. Erm baru 8 orang.. nanti gath kat SSP Kolam Ayer lagi lah kecoh and kelam kabut..and macam tak sempat nak catch up pasal semer orang. nanti kiter buat satu bulatan besar, then semer orang boleh cakap pasal diri sindri..then bley tanyer soalan..macam wartawan kat press confrence Ct and datuk K gtuh..

The only gambar yang ader semua orang..tapi cam blur..so have to deal with it..hehee..
the rest of pictures kat gallery 5 kay..


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Clown?
21 July 2006 @ 02:40 AM CST


Pretending everything is okay when actually it is not..
prentending to be happy when actually she/he is not.
If you can see beyond the make up..you would know..
Acting as if doing good when in reality it isn't..
Playing like a cool and very joyfull character..
Showing everything unlike misserable, gloomy or sorrow..

am I clown? confused

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Zaman itu, zaman dulu..tapi ape yang berubah?
16 July 2006 @ 01:02 PM CST


Belek belek my old blog, which you all cannot view, sbb I buat supaya tak boleh di view lah..Byk tul entries. More than 100. Tak sangka byk mase terluang aku dulu menulih blog dgn beriye..And then I found my profile page hehe..Now I want to edit sket profile tuh..And utk saper yang tak penah bace profile budus nih duluh..haha..Check it out..



1.Everybody called me Anem. (true! )

2.But my full name is Shahnim Mohd Sharif .yups

3.Was born on day 26 of Nov 1983. hint hint!! lambek laei pon

4.You can calculate my age then. everyone good a simple maths kan?

5.Still studying at Uniten (which I was not fascinated to go) and taking Mechanical Engineering as a major (also which I’m not fascinated to do). haha..sampai sekarang! tuhlah tak fascinated lagi..terus tak grad2

6.Wake up in the morning if and only if I have to attend the 8 o’clock class! everyone else pon..kan?

7.If else I’ll still in bed at noon! i sleep at 3 am..what to expect?

8.Spend most of the time reading if not watching. yerpp...sebelum tido pon kene membaca! but somehow i still stupid.wahaha..

9.Basically I have zero life. so true, pegi tgk wayang dgn my sisters tau, sbb deyrang takde bf to spend time with except each other! razz

10.My mom always nagging at me that I’m the laziest girl in the house and she added that a friend of mine is better than me. betullah tuh, sbb my friend tuh dah grad!

11.But she never know that I studied in my room and the next morning my friend would copy my answer..haha! Just made up a story. actually, it's true..nowadays I study kat computer room biar die tau yang I study..

12.What I’m trying to say is I also have intention to study even if I don’t want to. mmglah!!

13.When going to any diner, and I don’t know what to eat I’ll order Nasi Goreng Padrik Ayam even though I think I should diet! yups..or Nasi goreng USA. with that extra telur mata kerbau I gain more pounds

14.I love to eat after midnight.If there’s nothing to eat, I’ll cook. If there’s nothing to cook, I’ll sleep. oh sekarang tidak begitu lagi..dah jage makan sket

15.And when I did that, I cannot sleep. It would take me 2 hours to fall asleep. sekarang dah kurang..Satu jam lepas tuh leh tdo nyeyak!

16.Well. I’m a good person having bad insomnia. a ah..camaner nih?

17.I never determine to achieve dean list student in ME because I’ve this fantasy that I’ll become successful businesswoman. iya!! I wish to be a Spa Manager or a Cafe Owner!

18.Why don’t I take management instead? I don’t know. Sbb rase cam membazir je amik Science mase skolah duluh

19.I don’t wear sport shoes, I don’t wear sport pants, I don’t wear sport clothes or basically anything goes to sport attires. dah improved dah, I pergi men Squash..okay?

20.This really obvious that I don’t play sport! And I have no connection with word SPORT itself. I do play now!

21.But still my weight reduce from 48 to 45! Weird! no way..skarang dah 50 baliks!

22.Before my Levi’s jeans size was 28. and skarang pakai dah ketat!

23.Last week I bought a new one size 27. dah tak leh pakai huh blush?

24.And I really want to wear size 26! In my dreamz!

25.What is that mean? Haha. I’m still normal. Having this desire to become thinner. Huarghhh!!

26.Erm..I can’t create poem. a ah

27.I can’t read them because I would never understand. lembap sket lahhh

28.And when I read it it would take me forever to understand. how a bout dictionary kat tepi?

29.And when I understand I’ll like “What the hell is this!” still figure it out what the meaning leads to?..Like a paper headline wrote 'why the veil should be lifted?' mmh..I mati2 ingat pasal tudung pasal kes kat singapore tuh. tup tap pasal nak trasparent pasal kes jambatan. Stupid Idioms

30.The conclusion is, I would never understand in any circumstances. actually I do, only it takes me forever to understand it

31.But don’t get me wrong I adore people who can create poem. They have such imaginary brain! Teruskan usaha anda! bravo

32.My wardrobe would never tidy. It would be like that if I didn’t uncluttered it up which is twice a year! I improve a lot..I dah kemas sebulan sekali..or two months sekali..

33.I never find that accented candle either refreshing or energizing. And it never succeed to reduce my stresses. Beside it makes me drowning in the smoke, which I really despise! betullah! geram tul

34.I couldn’t stand really bad smells. I would throw up, but if refuse, I fainted instead still cannot handle this

35. There’s at one time, thing like this happened when I went to the ‘Pameran Hantu’ at the National Museum. Unfortunately I was queuing behind an Indian woman who has really smelly hair (smell like perfume of whatever those Indian use). I stood for only 5 minutes, I felt to throw up. Definitely I couldn’t right? Instead I fainted and my body falls to the ground. Eh, there’s someone behind me manage to catch my body. Thank God! At the end I no need to queue! We when inside without hesitated. I belum tgk this year punye pameran lah Ct Rahmah. That was 2 years ago..

36.I don’t like any medication. I prefer my illness cure by itself. I always have this perception that my body has wonderful anti-body that can alleviate my disease. Hehe big grin Like Jatuh tangga tergolek dog kat SSP Cyber pon, tak gi jumpe doktor..ade sakit lagi, walau pon sikit..

37.Wallet and hand phone are the most important things in my hand bag. and car keys

38.You hardly find lipstick, compact powder or what so ever in it. now make up biler kuar rumah jerh..still tak bawak those thing kulur kilir..kireyer tak touch up la..nyusahkan jer..

39.My mom said I have pale face skin like ‘hantu’. ye ker..a ah lah..

40.Err..I really want to jot something else, but I have no idea. bodoh tul aku duluh

41.Oh yeah! I’m not single. never..ade je orang kacau daun..haha..

42.I have this wonderful. (is it?) boyfriend who called me Vie. mmmmmmmmm

43.And I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters. and 6 anak2 sedare!!

44.I’m the fifth in the family!!

45.My mom said if she hadn’t taken that ‘Pil Perancang Keluarga’ I’ll have 10 siblings! Haha. hahaha..selamat..kalau adik lebih dari satu cam adik aku skang susah nak handle..

46.Till then..

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Hari untuk tersengih cam kerang busuk
13 July 2006 @ 06:04 PM CST


Woke up late..like 7.37 am! and my Thermo-Fluid lab at 8 lar kan?
Rushing mandi and rushing iron tudung! tuh lah tak nak siap awal2.
By the time siyap it's already 7.52.

And then sape yang bijak pandai pegi alih kasut dari depan ke belakang! dah kene pusing satu rumah carik..buka bonet kete sindri,bonet kete kakak aku pon sekali ( apesal eh?) naseb tak bukak bonet kete abang aku sekali..dah pk adik aku yang angkut gi Taylor's
last2 jumpe kat belakang! Perghh..angin satu badan..

Dah pukul 8 tepat dah, then bawak kete cam orang giler..ikut jalan kampung, tak ikut jalan besar sebab ade traffic light yang que die sampai bawah jambatan saner! And naseb malang kat saper yang antar msg kat aku pepagi, bace sekali lalu jerh! terus delete. Ingat kan nak bace balik tapi tak perasan dah delete semer dalam rushing2 tuh..

Bukannye ape, cuak sgt sebab last week suke hati ponteng lab, sebab mesti tau lab takde first week nyer.. So, tuh yang gelabah pagi tadi! Pk saper lah jadi group mate aku, pk sape lah org2 dalam lab tuh..boring ke poyo ker menarik ker?hehe..Then, sampai sampai semer orang dah duduk kat meja. And obviously aku tak kenal sorang pon. I mean my batch dah tinggal saki baki jerh.. They were familiar faces but tak tau name. I'm totally ignorant okay! Excuse me..Uniten's people are the last person I care. and also Uniten's thingy!

But the good thing yang buat aku sengih, sbb lecturer tuh baru briefing pagi tadi! hehe..kirenye last week mmg tak de lab langsung ler..Dah dapat groupmate ntah sape name ntah, sorang budak pompuan melayu, lelaki melayu, lelaki india and ntah saper lagi aku tak pay attention sbb hati aku dah berbunga bunga tgk jadual menunjukkan group aku tak yah buat experiment pagi tadi! hehe..Dah pikir nak balik tapi kat deyrang aku cakap " buat penat je rushing!" Then, ade sorang pompuan nih ntah sape yang pepagi ade mood nak tegur orang tanyer " duduk kat maner? jauh ker?".. Aku pon sengih kat die " eh, taklah dekat jer..tak de masalah langsung nak balik". Mesti die ingat aku poyo sbb rumah dekat lagi nak complain tak de experiment..razz

Then aku pon balik, tapi before tuh aku pegi bilik Supervisor project aku. Nak tgk die comment tak note yang aku letak kat pintu die tuh? Bile pergi, aku tgk die cakap Ok tapi mase tuh die ade dalam bilik! Tapi disebabkan aku takut nak gi jumpe aku balik lah..aku pk biar aku prepare dulu sebelum jumpe die..my appoinmet pukul 11 pon..Dah tuh gi singgah Koperasi uniten tuh buat2 tanye buku Operation Management ( for PPC class) padahal aku nak tgk buku Heat Transfer yang new Edition. Sbb aku ade assignment, ikut number dalam buku baru. Tapi aku pakai buku lame. Disebab kan aku tak de no tepon classmate aku, jadi aku tak tau lah nak contact saper. Naseb buku PPC tak sampai lagi. Tak pepasal kene beli pulak kang. So, pegi Koperasi, curik2 tgk soalan die same ke tak.Aku dah buat soalan ikut buku lame. Tapi takut salah macam yang aku antar semalam. Lepas tuh aku tersengih lagi sebab soalan dia same! Tak payah aku nak bersusah payah nak buat lain. Cuma nak complete kan jerh! LOL

When I went back to Uniten for my appoinment ngan Supervisor itu, hati dah dub dab dub dab! My project title macam susah tau.. First thing bace memang ape kobondo nih? Lepas tuh Dr. Farukh Nagi tak ade pulak! Aiseh, dah buat appoinment die gi lari2 pulak...saper yang takut nih? hehe..Tunggu 5 minit baru dia datang. First thing dia tanye " So, what do you have in mind about this title. You must have think of something when you choose it isn't it?" Then aku pon jawab " No, Sir. I actually was late for the registration. So, when I got there, the other titles have been taken and I was stuck with your's" blush
He smiled anyway! And when we're discussing I realized he's really a good lecturer and kind too. Dulu jer mase aku amik Modelling dengan dia, aku menyumpah die sebab die ajar tak paham. And die suke buat pop quiz bile ade one of his student tidur dalam kelas. I remember there was a guy denied he fall asleep. But then Dr. said " Yes, you were sleep! You close your eyes for 2 seconds". 2 ke 1 second tak ingat tapi yang nyate kejap lah! perghhh..

So, when I stepped out from his room. I dun remember when I didn't smile! Terase bodoh pulaks senyum sengsorang. Sampai dah abis kelas HT pon aku senyum. Jalan gi lift pon senyum. Jalan gi kete pon senyum. And semer orang tepi kiri kanan depan aku senyum.. big grin

Penat korang bace binatang nih. Padahal ntah aper aper pon. tapi aku tak kesah. Sbb as you read my entry before I was so nervous bout this semester. I thought everything would breaking into pieces instead of like solving a jingsaw puzzle.I start to love my life as a loner at campus and of course my daily basis..Well there's always a good thing when you never expect it..

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Dekat Tapi Jauh..
12 July 2006 @ 06:35 PM CST


Bukan dekat di mata tapi jauh di hati ye..
Tapi sbb si dia sudah dekat tapi masih jauh..
He's coming home but not exactly staying.
Just drop by for 8 hours. Itu pun kat Pasir Gudang JOHOR!
hello..saya kat SELANGOR kayh?
And to make more complicated, dia sampai on Tuesday lah.
Kalau weekend, belasah jer pergi.
But I can't afford to skip classes to go there.
It would take 2 days of my classes.
My classes this sem not permit me to do so..
Sedihlah..
Mesti dia ingat aku mmg takde effort pon nak jumpe die..
Sebab dia tak reply balik msg aku yang aku tulis, aku tak leh datang saner...
HUrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! damn!
Have to wait another 4 months...........
fuh..sabar2. be tough!
sad crying confused crazy plain angry, grr

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End of World Cup Fever
10 July 2006 @ 11:44 PM CST


Sad but what else we could do. Everything which start always would end. Isn't it?
For me, the World Cup was very memorable moment. Even I don't spend watching them with friends at Hartamas or Bukit Bintang or wherever party took place, the game was actually effect my life. I watched most of the game! Except the earlier stages of Group E, G and H. I let myself stay awake for 3 am matches and now, even when I have class at 8 tomorrow morning, I still have to wait very late to sleep. It look likes something in my life is missing! Parah eh?

Well, I don't actually care which team won the World Cup last night, when my favourite teams German and England ( stupid team : but I dunno why I love them) lost in Semi and Quarter Final. But, maybe they were very good entertainment to watch after all. And beside, I have nothing to do at all. Memang terasa lah, bile World Cup nih dah habis. Huarggghh!! Nape World Cup 4 tahun sekali? crying

So, have to set back my biological time. Since, I have classes at 8 everyday, I cant' sleep at 5 o'clock anymore huh? But the truth is malas nyer nak pergi classes. It's good when you can sleep at 3 o'clock and wake at 11 in the morning! Haha! Anak dara macam nih saper yang nak masuk meminang nih? nanti boyfriend pon lari. But I think it's a good life, for sometimes lah not for the long term.

At the end, Lukas Podolski won the Best Young player ( from German) and Miroslav Klose won the Golden Shoe (again from German) and Germany won the third place! Yoooohuuuu.! German deserve it! Padan muke Portugal and C.Ronaldo! ( did i love him? yeah! I guess so! but after Rooney was booted out? sgt marah! and he was so cocky kayh! Taulah dia kat Man U with number 7's jersey just like Beckham and he also a good player who also could score from free kick like Beckham but he was so cocky unlike Beckham! and I read from somewhere his gf is a Portugal singer? WoW? Like something similar there. But the truth they are not. Beckham is much better!) hehe..Poyo je aku! Boo awak tak dapat best young player! yeah! And of course Zinedine Zidane won the Golden Ball! Hehe. How can eh? But I think he deserve it. Just confuse why he lost his temper and end his career with the headbutting incident with Materazzi.I guess semething Materazzi said really hurt him huh? Sources in France say it is believed Materazzi insulted Zidane's mother. Will know more next week. Tuhlah , mak mak , bapak- bapak nih jgn memain..Kan dah kena tanduk..

So that's it..end of World Cup, and end of my fever. The Akademi Fantasia for this season not good enough! I don't care if I skipped the diaries! My Diddy pon dah terkeluar! Sape lah manusia yang bijak pandai dok vote kesian kat Haziq and Amirul tuh! And Faizal? What the hell the viewers looking for man? I guess it's down to Farhan for the 2006 winner. Jangan jadi cam world cup sudah! terkeluar awal macam Brazil! hehe..

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inner thoughts
05 July 2006 @ 08:24 PM CST


Do you ever feel that you want turn the back time or fast forward?
Or in other sentence you prefer to be in the past and future than the current situation?
I do! well, always!!For example right here and right now.
I wish I could go back to the first day in Uniten and I hope I could go forward to my wedding! razz
Tell me,what you want if you have a chance to control the time capsule?

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New Semester
03 July 2006 @ 02:58 PM CST


Scared
Afraid
Teriffied
Worried
Nervous
Anxious
sleepy


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Seriously bongok..
01 July 2006 @ 02:33 PM CST


Actually, I have nothing to write. I just got the new modem from streamyx. The previous one, BROKEN! nyeh nyeh.. nampak sangat menggunakan stremyx dgn jayanya. Since 2004 dah tukar 3 modem! Bagus!!
So, when I woke up this afternoon ( yeah! afternoon. I dunno how to wake at morning) tup tap the modem had been changed. Yoohooo!

Then, here I am, trying to post new entry without proper contents.Oh, maybe I should welcome home all the girls from oversea! Saper ade no ShoE? Dia tinggal umah dekat, tapi tak tau nak contact. Dah pindah ke blom..The others nye no aper?

Kan nampak sgt kebongokan entry nih..lagi satuh pesanan utk shera. Biler ko nak kuar ngan aku nih?Nih lagi satu soklan bongok sbb call die slalu jer tapi nak jugak tulis kat sinih..arinih mmg ari yang bongok..sbb mlm nih England lwn Portugal! Kite akan bertambah bongok tgk kebongokan England! hehe..

-anem tak de motif-

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